Am I love or am I in love?

30/4/2013

Am I love or am I in Love?

I have read the deepest love in your eyes

But I doubt will my feelings make sense

I have read how to touch and feel

But I am afraid to be vulnerable

I can write heart touching lines that describe vividly

But the sound stops short when I have to say it

I know how to cuddle to make one reach the moon

But I wait for you make the move to reach out

I know to read clearly all the expressions that pass a face

But I fall into doubt every night being alone if all is truly true

I know every stroke and touch that can ignite the passion

But I question do I have the capacity to do it

I know what lights up your eyes and bring you joy

But I enjoy denying what I can give you most easily

What is it in me that blocks me to transcend knowledge to being?

What does it take from me to chuck my knowledge and just ‘Be’ ?

Submerge, submit, melt, integrate, letgo...

Where is the ‘me’ in my knowledge or in my submission?

What’s my love? What I know or what I give or what I am?